"as I lie down, sore and sick" is how i would try so hard just to get her to give me a chance, to see the real me, and knowing i've failed i would lay in my bed sick to my stomach If I had to, i would put myself right beside her. There's a girl i've been 'in love' with for years and she just doesn't have the feelings for me. i burst into tears as I heard the lyrics on a deeper meaning. I was driving to class one night while listening to this song's acoustic version on their CD and it hit me. he's still willing to do whatever and be whatever for this girl.)) Even though this whole experience has killed him. He's also realizing that he's sacrificed everyone for someone who has "killed" him.)) And that he's been waiting so long that he doesn't want to give up. ((He's saying that no matter if he is shoved down, he'll crawl to her. but when it's continued with "I still try to find my place." It shows he's still willing to do anything for her.)) "as I burn another page, As i look the other way" refers to the fact that he's given up plenty of times. ((again, something is always screwing up and he's still trying to be everything that she's ever wanted.)) ((He's slowly realizing that he doesn't have to try soo hard for this person and is more focused on his own happiness)) and again asking if she likes what he's doing yet.)) ((He's exhausted from trying so hard to find out what is making her hate him so bad. and thats what he strives so hard to be)) Diary of jane refers to this girls "perfect person". ((Something messed it up and he knows it, yet he's still trying to be everything this person has ever wanted in someone. so he goes on to the next verse to explain why)) And he's asking if the person likes that. ((He's saying that he doesn't mind if this is his last love or chance. ((He's saying that he is willing to change everything about him and be just like this person and is asking if that would be good enough for this person.)) One of the hardest things in the world to face is the realization that you spent so much time, energy, tears, agony over someone who was never real in the first place.Īlright, well this song to me is talking about this guys past relationship with his girlfriend. You are "in love" with someone you made up and gave their face to a very real person who is probably nothing like your dream. You think you would do anything or be anything to have that person's affection but you don't know the real person. Whenever you try to find your identity in another human being you run this risk. I never killed anyone but I know what it's like to be obsessed and how it consumed my life. That's why some stalkers end up killing their victims. Confronting reality would destroy the fantasy and the obsessed person can't generally handle that. The person they think they see isn't real but wears the form of their fantasy. Of course they never really do get closer to the object of their desire because subconsciously they can't. Interestingly enough, there is a website that deals with crime of stalking, why it's dangerous behavior and what you can do about it. You don't see the obvious red flags telling you things are not as you think they are, instead you "look the other way" and tend to deny any reality that threatens your obsession (burn another page). It's typical for an obsessed person to rationalize why their dream can't come to fruition, "Something's getting in the way, something's just about to break" are things obsessed people tell themselves to keep the fantasy going. And the obsessed person goes through extraordinary pain and frustration because of this obsession. I think this song is about someone who becomes obsessed with another person who is either not aware or not available in any sense. There's a fine line between love and hate If I had to I would put myself right beside youĪnd I don't mind If you say this love is the last time
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